sorry christian, i'll never let you down. you're always my n1, but there's other guys that's totally hot.
this is a model from brasil, HOT RIGHT?!
I'm not blonde & Christian likes blonde girls so.. He doesn't like me. Omgggg.. Kill me.
Just wanted to say goodnight.
~ thinking about u christian.
All grown up.
"Looking to the sky, I will achieve on my knees, I will always believe."
#Believe #LiveMyLife #AlwaysKidrauhl #Realdeal
Happy birthday.
If only I could see, that you'll never be with me.. I want you but I can't have you, Christian.
give me a chance to tell you everything. add my skype: mariell1337
Thankyou
When i'm looking at you, I can't ever be brave cause you make my heart race. You keep making me weak, yeah frozen and can't breath. I'm dying just to make you say that I need you here with me now cause you got that one thing. Get out, get out, get out of my head fall into my arms instead. I don't, I don't, don't know what it is but I need that one thing and you got that one thing.
This extremly sexy man will be my Valentine and he doesn't even know about it. Well, you'll always be my Valentine. Every year. Til' the day I die. Thanku.
This is my mother. She felt like crap when everyone bullied me. She stayed home from work just because she was so sad and felt bad. I know she isn't perfect. Nobody is. But she is perfect to me. Yeah, she can be a real pain in the ass sometimes but she's always there for me. I've seen her cry ONE time, and it was because of me.. I don't think that's okay.. I'm sorry mummy..
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same. So don't even bother asking if you look okay, you know I'll say - When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change, cause you're amazing just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while cause boy, you're amazing. Just the way you are.
God Bless You Christian Beadles.
I'm in love with a fairytale, even though it hurts.
I don't care if I lose my mind, cause i'm already cursed. Christian<3
I feel so sad... I don't know why.. But imma go watch my love's videos and watch that gorgeous smile so he can make me smile even though i'm sad.
Thank you so much. I'm thanking you everyday. Thank you for keeping me alive with that smile of yours. You saved me. <3
He means alot. He is a big part of my life. He changed my life and he'll always be a role model to me. Yeah, he doesn't know I exist. But i'll do whatever it takes to make him read my blog so he understands how much he really means to me. I'm gonna meet you one day, wonderful u. The first thing i'm gonna do is hug you. No words, just tears, hug and a big thank you. Thank you for helping me without knowing it. I love you.
Christian Beadles is my angel. He makes me happy when i'm sad. When i'm happy, he makes me happier. He's my saviour in every situation. Thank you for that.